bklyngryl
12-09-2003, 10:27 AM
i know most of you dont know me, for i dont post on here that much.
but i feel like i needed to write this down and get this out of my system.
this yesterday morning i found out that my little cousin, (Cyna) was in the ER, for that moment, everything froze.. i didnt know what to think. did she have a car accident, did she break something.. something minor i thought, she'll pull through, she is a strong kid. im thinking damn maybe its the flu..
i knew she had missed a few days of school, last week.. but Little did i know, that she was wilding out with seizures and throwing up on herself, fever high as F lab reports said that she had been throwing up for at least 3 days.. but she never told anyone.. few hours later, her bro calls me and says she got diag'd with meningitis
http://my.webmd.com/content/healthwise/90/22382.htm?lastselectedguid={5FE84E90-BC77-4056-A91C-9531713CA348}
im sitting here thinking, ok ive heard of this before, but what exactly is it. im searching all over the net to see what exactly it was, what it does and how it is cured. im going crazy by now, i cant even work, im crying my eyes out, damn phone rings and i had to log a freakin call, all the while she is getting poked and pryed.
all i can think of is my poor lil cousin is sick, now i hear that it got to her brain and that she might not be able to make it?!?! WTF.. the disease has ate away her brain cells and if she does make it, she will be paralyzed and speechless.. i sit here and ask why this happened, she is such a good kid, what is the reasoning behind this.. ive always believed things happened for a reason, but what kind of fucked up lesson is this
the one awful thing that we have been trying so hard to no worry about is money.. she has no medical insurance, her father had gotten laid off a few months back
a close friend will be getting a fund thing going for her, i will post on it more when i get more info, if there are any that can help
it kills me to think that i just spoke to her on sunday, she sounded like her normal self, asking me the same question 3 different ways , she has always reminded me of how i am, quiet silly girl. I saw her on friday night when we went to see honey.. no signs of anything.
she was all excited that i was gonna give her a job working with me at my sisters restaurant. goes to show how shit can happen in an instant.
the thing i would like for people to get out of this is, please please.. if you are sick say something to someone, dont keep it to yourself, you know how your body is.. if this is something you never experienced before, go to the doctors.. her possibly being seen earlier, might have kept her from getting this severe.
please keep her in your thoughts and prayers that she will get thru this
<3 sakeo
sorry if this is was alot of rambling
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we all miss you and love you :cry:
but i feel like i needed to write this down and get this out of my system.
this yesterday morning i found out that my little cousin, (Cyna) was in the ER, for that moment, everything froze.. i didnt know what to think. did she have a car accident, did she break something.. something minor i thought, she'll pull through, she is a strong kid. im thinking damn maybe its the flu..
i knew she had missed a few days of school, last week.. but Little did i know, that she was wilding out with seizures and throwing up on herself, fever high as F lab reports said that she had been throwing up for at least 3 days.. but she never told anyone.. few hours later, her bro calls me and says she got diag'd with meningitis
http://my.webmd.com/content/healthwise/90/22382.htm?lastselectedguid={5FE84E90-BC77-4056-A91C-9531713CA348}
im sitting here thinking, ok ive heard of this before, but what exactly is it. im searching all over the net to see what exactly it was, what it does and how it is cured. im going crazy by now, i cant even work, im crying my eyes out, damn phone rings and i had to log a freakin call, all the while she is getting poked and pryed.
all i can think of is my poor lil cousin is sick, now i hear that it got to her brain and that she might not be able to make it?!?! WTF.. the disease has ate away her brain cells and if she does make it, she will be paralyzed and speechless.. i sit here and ask why this happened, she is such a good kid, what is the reasoning behind this.. ive always believed things happened for a reason, but what kind of fucked up lesson is this
the one awful thing that we have been trying so hard to no worry about is money.. she has no medical insurance, her father had gotten laid off a few months back
a close friend will be getting a fund thing going for her, i will post on it more when i get more info, if there are any that can help
it kills me to think that i just spoke to her on sunday, she sounded like her normal self, asking me the same question 3 different ways , she has always reminded me of how i am, quiet silly girl. I saw her on friday night when we went to see honey.. no signs of anything.
she was all excited that i was gonna give her a job working with me at my sisters restaurant. goes to show how shit can happen in an instant.
the thing i would like for people to get out of this is, please please.. if you are sick say something to someone, dont keep it to yourself, you know how your body is.. if this is something you never experienced before, go to the doctors.. her possibly being seen earlier, might have kept her from getting this severe.
please keep her in your thoughts and prayers that she will get thru this
<3 sakeo
sorry if this is was alot of rambling
http://i.xanga.com/OunSreyDimples/hc1.JPG
http://pic9.picturetrail.com/VOL289/1663641/3192589/39921757.jpg 15YRS OLD
we all miss you and love you :cry: